I remember cheer leading when I was little. I use to go on competitions and everything. I was such an active little girl lol. I use to ride horses too..I don’t know what happened to me. Now all I do is WORK WORK WORK!
I never legit, LOVED someone. But I had love for them..so does that count? If it does, it would be Kalvin. And my first kiss? I was like in kindergarten. It was from Herman, and we were playing spin the bottle.
I just want to be married to a basketball player, with 3 kids and a benz in the driveway. Just being happy, no worries but what to wear the next day. And that’s what I’m expecting too. I don’t want anything less than what I have set in my mind. I grew up blessed, why downgrade?
day eight - a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
I can’t even answer that question, because I’m actually always happy with life. Even the times I say “fuck my life”. I’m happy to be alive, I just love living. And I’m not even joking. As my uncle weezy said “life is a bitch but I appreciate her”..
day five - a time you thought about ending your own life.
Recently. I was so depressed about school, putting too much work on me. And I just snapped. I don’t think I have the balls to kill myself, but it does cross my mind anytime something “horrible” is happening. I don’t have the time though (lol) I have too much going on in my life. Boys, friends, family. I want to live life to the fullest, I just got to stick shit out.