SEX AND WEED. WEED AND SEX. Something is wrong with me obviously. I can’t wait until saturday, I’m blowing it down. My nerves have been shit lately, I’m never patient, but now my patience is running lower and lower each and every day. And for the whole sex thing, I’m still so frustrated. I have no idea what to do with myself anymore. My fucking hormones are going crazy and I just want to get some head. I don’t know, I think I’m going through that awkward stage in life where I don’t know what the fuck to do. I swear, being a virgin is hard work. But I’m sorry for the most recent blogs. All of them have been about sex and what not, but it has really been on my brain alot lately and I really just need to release it all.
I always wanted to tell someone my PERFECT boy. Like exactly how I want them. And what else is tumblr for? I have such a wide range on what I like. Actually I lied, I like two sets of boys. The athletic, basketball/football playing boys OR the khaki pants, plaid shirts, crewneck, jordans and vans type boy. And booooy, if he has big lips, that’s also a huge turn-on. It’s something about them that ALWAYS get me. They have to be a “skinny nigga doe”. And it’s always a plus if you can dance. Personality wise, you HAVE to be funny and smart. Those are the two main things I need. If you aren’t those two, you’re already out of the drawling lol. Now, it comes down to talking/texting conversation. If you can’t hold a decent conversation for over an hour, I can not, and will not talk to you. I just can’t deal with stuff like that. I want to tell my stories, for you to listen and ALSO comment on them. That’s just something I need. I know this is pushing it, but I want someone loyal too. I want him to be there for me and only me, no hoes on the side. I want you to get along with my friends and family, since they’re such a huge part of my life. Other factors, like if they like the lackers and tyga wouldn’t be a big deal but you know…lol. And if they like my son (my dog) HUGEEEE plus.
The trending topic for tonight was “thoughts during sex " now you guys know i’m a virgin. But I told you I have been sexual frustrated for a little while now. A boy on my timeline went innnnnnn on the trending topic. He was really getting me horny as shit lmao. I wanna text him now. Nope not going to though. Goodnight tumblr :-*
For the last couple of months (2-3 months) my hormones has been going crazy. It’s like I need some type of sex. I’m a virgin, so I don’t exactly know if I want sex, but I want some type of sexual act, like head. It’s like I can’t control myself either. When I smoke, they go down and I’m chilling. But sometimes, when I’m texting a certain boy and he start talking that freak shit, I’m just like “;)”. Like I wasn’t like this a year ago. Lmao, I know I sound like a dickhead, but like all of a sudden I’m sooooooo into sex. I think it’s seriously because I’m getting older, some boys are delicious, and then niggas like Chris Brown likes to come out with songs like “no bullshit” and “take you down”. Don’t quote me on this, but I think when that boy comes along, I’m really going to try some freak ass shit. I just THINK I’m ready to get out this 16 year drought I have accumulated. But PLEASE don’t get me wrong, I am in nooooo rush! Seriously, no rush at all. My friend Cydney is 19 and still a virgin, so I kind of want to be like her, you don’t find many like that. And saying you’re a virgin, makes you feel like a fucking unicorn. So, I’m thinking until waiting until College to just lose my virginity. But everything else is up for grabs, lol.
lol…you must be shittin me. But i’ll answer your question.
I DON’T think I have a lot of money. I’m broke. poor. nothing. But my parents do. My mom is a pharmacist, and is the director of clinical care. I’m not going to tell you how much she makes, because that’s none of your business. My dad? He works for the city as a water chemist. He cleans water, make sure everything is okay. That’s why I think “I have so much money”. Anything else sir?