What I love to see more than anything in the world are my friends happy. With boys that make them happy. People think just because I dislike most of my friend’s boyfriend because I’m bitter, no I don’t like them because they do fucked up shit to my friends and they’re so “blinded by love” that they can’t see past that. One relationship I respect more than anything are Johnae and her boyfriend. Then have been together for almost 4 years, that’s loveeeeee. They’re the cutestttttttttttt :-)
I hate your boyfriend. He’s a bum and he’s broke. I’m pretty sure the car you promised me, you let him drive. And it’s not a big deal, but you should have said from the jump he’s going to drive it. I feel as though, if I told you “I’m leaving and never coming back” you would probably say “that’s your choice”. But if he said it, you would probably try to kill yourself. He doesn’t do shit for you, so fuck you want a nigga that just stays in the house and plays video games like a weirdo? If that’s what you’re into then by all means, but I refuse to stay in this house for much longer. I think it has been a year and a half…and my patience is running low. Time and time before I have told you, he’s a lame. Usually I’m not this patient about shit, you know how I am, but because you’re my mother, I have to respect our house. But not much longer mom, I need to move far away from here. I can’t stand to see you waste your money on a nigga that doesn’t even reach your standards. It’s sickening. And I just don’t think you should move forward with that. I’m telling you this because I love you, but what you fail to realize that. You think I’m trying to keep you away from “happiness”. Mother, happiness is NOT buying a grown man clothes, bringing food to him like he’s 10 and treating him like he’s my age. It’s like you have another child in the house. Except he’s the favorite. I’m not throwing salt because he’s broke, but because he doesn’t reach you’re standards. I know you can do much better mom. And all I want you is to be happy. And a person that can do what you do for them.
I wanted to be girly. Buuuuuut, I saw the cutest boy today, so I’m happy I went with the girly lol. He kept staring, he was wearings jordans and was tall and light skin. My lordddd, he looked like a tumblr boy. He was MY perfect boy. Did I mention he was wearing a plaid shirt? OMGGGG. But I was in the store with my mom and it would have been very awkward if I would have got bagged when she was there. But she kept saying “Aww, he’s a cutie go talk to him Imani”. I hate my mom yo.